| sway with the trees, feel the warm summer breeze. |
[26 Sep 2005|12:35pm] |
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I decided to finally start one of these again. I'm not totally sure how often I'll write. I have been really busy lately with working and sometimes school. It seems as if my whole life is a routine. I went looking for a new job yesterday, I am still employed by Penn Traffic at the moment, but i'm not getting the hours i need to make the money i need to feel comfortable. i feel like i am being suffocated sometimes, with not having any breathing room to buy the things i need, yes.. need, not want. i found a job that is available until january where i would be making .50 cents more per hour and getting 12 hours more a week than i am getting now. but after january id be only available from 4 - 20 hours a week and since id be the newest employee id get the shit end basically. if they could guarantee me 15 hours a week after january i would be back in the boat im in right now which would be ok because i could be saving up money from the extra hours from now until january. it seems like once i feel i have found something that could go right for me, it goes the total opposite of what i am expecting, maybe i shouldnt hold such high expectations. other than that i am sick, hoping to get better really soon, it sucks working when you're sick. my body aches with every move. I passed my cold onto sarah and she is in a lot worse condition than me. in other news, yesterday was our one year anniversary. it's been a wonderful year i must say, and hopefully the years just keep coming our way. We had a full day yesterday, we attended a service for Bob's father. it was a really nice service i must admit. it was touching. id like my service to go that well when i decide to leave. we had lunch at the lobster house. it was delicious and it was nice to meet a lot of new people, just not the way i like meeting them, if that makes sense. funerals really get to me sometimes, the last one i attended was for one of my good friends brad when i was in november of 9th grade. that was hard to deal with because it was suicide and that kind of thing is hard to really get over. and when i was 4 my father passed away, i dont remember much from it, i remember the distinct smell, for the longest time i couldnt tell you what it was but i can now, just walking into a place full of flowers gives off that smell, it reminds me of the funeral every time. that was in the end of october, so usually that time of the year is the hardest for me. im sure ill have to attend another service soon, i know my grandfather cant be in the best condition, i should go visit him sometime but i'd feel awkward. enough of that subject. the giants lost a game last night, they played well in the 2nd quarter and that was it, but i have faith in them. eli is showing a lot of progess which means he will only get better as time goes on.
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| set your body ablaze |
[07 Jul 2005|02:10am] |
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it's late, i am tired but for some reason i felt the urge to update this. i haven't in quite some time. i know i said i would update often but i have become less and less interested with the internet lately. today was my first day of really working at wendys, it went alright, its a lot better than the nursing home, im just worried about how many hours i will get each week. i have an interview with P&C today and i am also going to give hannaford a call since they have a new employee who is in charge of hiring. I wish I wasnt so picky about my job, i know nobody likes their job all of the time, but shouldnt i enjoy what i do at some points in time? I'd like to think so. anyway, my relationship with sarah is amazing, it grows stronger and stronger with each day that passes. we just got back from a few day trip to her aunts. on saturday we went to the city, i was so amazed by what i saw, i still am. i would stand sometimes in awe just looking at the carvings in the old buildings, or just ponder to myself and ask i wonder how they did that. it was truly one of the best weekends i have ever had, its been my favorite time up to date with sarah. i love spending time with her and i most definately love to experience these new things with her. it's so wonderful to think i have found my everything so early on in my life. i will do whatever i can to make this work. we are becoming more open with each other, we never yell at each other and we definately do not swear when one of us becomes upset or frustrated. i think that helps. we are understanding of each others needs and try to fix things immediately instead of just letting things pass to get better. anyway my favorite part of the trip was going to the zoo, we had a lot of fun there. becca has to catch a plane down there in the end of august on her journey to france for a year, im hoping i can go again but i might be in school. if we are, i want to go down there again sometime when im not in school. it was such a fun time. well i should be getting to bed but i know i wont. im going to play my guitar for a little bit before i actually sleep.
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so i sit here, pondering why i can be so stupid at times. alright well im heading to bed soon. happy birthday sarah. i love you.
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| you and me were kings. |
[31 May 2005|04:16am] |
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brandton - summer in st claire |
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I sit here as it approaches 4:30. Work was so boring. Andy ended up bumping into the fountain and breaking a sewage pipe. Sewage leaked onto the floor, i almost vomited. I am such a girl when it comes to things like that. i found a lack of energy this evening to work. oh well. i have tomorrow off, well tonight off since it is tuesday. i'll get my check on wednesday morning and do a little shopping for myself. i want to get a few things i set my eyes on. my plugs still havent arrived yet. sarahs birthday is coming up and i hope she likes what im getting her. i want to make her birthday really special, mostly because its her first birthday we will have spent together. i still cant believe we have been together for 8 months. time sure has flew by, i have loved every minute of it. i truly believe she was made for me and we were destined to meet, if i were to dream up a perfect girl, she exceeds all of the expectations i would have set because i honestly didnt believe a girl like sarah ever existed. the true mystery is what the hell is she doing with me? me of all people, i know right. i'm a lucky guy. i love her to death. i often think of the future, i have already picked out an engagement ring i want to buy for her. she deserves the very best in life, i sometimes feel like i stunt her growth as a person with my childish behavior. i am her best friend and she is my best friend, and my stand point as her best friend, looking at her situation, i feel she deserves a lot better than me. she is the best genuine person i have ever encountered. she makes me so happy. i have no idea why i make her happy but i sure am glad i do. i feel lately as if im going downhill, i feel a lot different lately, more sarcastic than ever, and more moody. i sure hope i am not slipping into another depression or something along those lines. i find myself having a lot of time to think to myself in these early hours of the morning while everyone else is sleeping peacefully and i am still awake. i feel as if i am going nowhere in my life also. a lot of people tell me how smart i am and all of this potential i have to do things but i have no motivation really to do anything for myself. i have always found it easy to just get by in life, but that is not what i want. i want more and i believe sarah deserves more from me. i dont know im just rambling now. i am going to get some sleep. goodnight all.
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| a time for reflection |
[30 May 2005|02:41am] |
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Damien Rice - The Blowers Daughter |
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I sometimes am really addicted to writing in this thing, and at other times hate it. I find it is very useful in venting. I sit here as it approaches three in the morning. I need a good nights sleep so I am well rested for work tonight. I really dislike my job, the hours are horrible. I hate the fact I can't see sarah on thursday or friday. two days in a row really sucks. our schedules conflict really bad sometimes. i need a job with normal hours. i'll keep looking for another one. i hated being away from her for a day, i really don't know how i survived going a month at a time while being at school. i do miss late night phone calls and emails. those are rarities now since we're together a lot. don't get me wrong, i love seeing her everyday :) , but i do miss the emails id wake up to, or just talking until falling asleep. soon we can do that in the apartment. i am getting so anxious thinking about moving out on my own. i somewhat miss school, i do not however miss any of the drama. there are a few people i wish i would have gotten to know better like Brandon, Toni, Alisha, Tatum, and Rey. School would have been a much more enjoyable experience if I wasn't so shy and did leave my room once in awhile. i am happy with how everything is in my life though so I shouldn't complain. Everything in my life is picture perfect for the most part. there are a few little things that need to be worked out but things are great in the overall scheme. i need to start being more optimistic about things. and i need to start being more appreciative of the things that are right in my life instead of the negatives that tend to get me down. anyway i am going to bed, i'll probably write in here more tomorrow after work.
I love you sarah. i am really thankful for having you in my life, not only as my girlfriend but also for being my best friend. i'd be so lost without you here. thank you for putting up with me.
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| howdy all. |
[29 May 2005|03:22pm] |
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i am quite bored so i figured i would write a little entry. last night at work went by fast, i was done a little after 2:30, i need more hours though so im going to apply to stewarts, bj's, walmart, home depot and maybe some more. i am still waiting for another call from hannaford, i had an interview there thursday night, it went ok but i always think the worst so i dont think im going to get it. I also chopped off all of my hair for that interview to make a good impression, i miss my long hair but its hair, it grows back right. Yesterday wasn't a good day, i hated being away from sarah for so long, its pathetic too some people im sure but who cares, i love that girl so much, i love being with her all of the time. i have never once even began to get sick of her. everything i do or see somehow reminds me of her. it will be nice to see her tonight. i should go fill out some applications soon, i really need more hours then 20 a week. 4 days a week isnt going to cut it, i am supposed to be saving for an apartment. boo. but i need some lunch or something, im hungry and havent eaten in a long time. byeee.
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[29 May 2005|03:47am] |
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i love my girlfriend so much. that is all. <3
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| the birds are chirping |
[24 May 2005|04:37am] |
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i have not updated in so long, so why not do it now. Quite a bit has happened since i last updated. I have been out of school for a bit now. I apparently had a "damaged closet" so I almost ended up paying canton some money for nothing, but greg emailed shayla to find out what it was all about and they overlooked our room or something and the damage was done prior to us living there so the money we were supposed to pay was settled. Sarah and I have also been spending a lot of time together. I ended up getting a job and had my first night of work on sunday night, it sucks working late at night until really early in the morning but hey why not. Tonight was my second night of work. it wasnt bad, but im sleepy. hannaford called me this morning to tell me i have an interview on thursday. i am hoping i get the job at hannaford, i would much rather work there than the newspaper place. But ill stick with whatever i have to though to get money. me and sarah started buying things for our apartment, by this time next month were hoping to move in somewhere. i have the items we purchased right next to my desk, just seeing them makes me anxious to move out. but i have the day off so im going to rest. mmmm sleep. hopefully i get enough of that tonight. its nice to have the night off, my feet are sore. tomorrow is my 8 month anniversary also. :) . i love you miss davidson.
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| Another Survey. |
[28 Apr 2005|06:51pm] |
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Nickname: Brucie, Brucie Baby, Bruciepoo.
Single or Taken: Taken.
Sex: Male.
Birthday: August 08, 1985.
Sign: Leo.
Siblings: 2 brothers, 1 sister.
Hair color: Black, with a hint of red still.
Eye color: Green.
Shoe size: 11 1/2
Height: 5'10ush
What are you wearing right now: Brand New Shirt, Cargo Pants
Where do you live: Canton for school, Massena the rest of the time.
Righty or lefty: Right.
Any pets: Bird. Fish. Hopefully another dog soon.
Can you make a dollar change right now: No.
Fashion Stuff
Where is your fav place to shop: Internet.
Do you have any tattoos or piercings?: No tattoos yet. Ears are pierced.
Favorite kind of pants: Umm ones that are comfy.
Favorites
Colour: Navy Blue, Pale Yellow.
Numbers: 2,21,44
Food: Rasperries, Blackberries, Tacos and Pasta Salad.
Boy's name: Caleb.
Girl's name: I came to the conclusion I like Mackenzie.
Subject in school: Business Organization and Management.
Animal: Panda Bear.
Drink: Milk, Grape Koolaid.
Celebrity: Edward Norton. Kate Beckinsale. Mandy Moore. Alexis Bledel.
Sport: Hockey, Football.
Veggie: Green, Red, Yellow Peppers
Fruit: Berries mmm and Tomatoes.
Fast food place: Burger King and Taco Bell.
Place to visit: I really liked Boston.
Month: May/June.
Singer/Band: God too many.Brandtson, Hidden In Plain View, Abbott Hayes, Fire When Ready. Long Since Forgotten.
Movie: American History X, Shawshank Redemption, and Serendipity.
Ice Cream: Black Raspberry.
Perfume: Umm Idk. I like girls who wear cucumber melon.
Have you ever
Given anyone a bath: Yes.
Smoked: Yes.
Bungee jumped: No.
Broken the law: Yes.
Made yourself throw-up: Yes.
Went skinny dipping: Yes, I sure have.
Been in the opposite sex's washroom: Yes.
Eaten a dog biscuit: Yes.
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: No.
Someone ever made you cry: Yes.
Broken a bone: Right arm I think.
Played truth or dare: Yes.
Been in a physical fight: Yes.
Rode in a police car: Yes.
Been on a plane: No.
Come close to dying: Umm I'm sure I have a few times.
Been in a sauna: Yes.
Been in a hot tub: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: No.
Fallen asleep in school: Yes.
Kissed your cousin: Yes, on the cheek or the head.
Ran away: When I was like 7.
Broken someone's heart: Yes.
Cried when someone died: Yes.
Wanted someone: Yes.
Lied: Yes.
Cried in school: Yes.
Laughed so hard you fell off your chair: Yes.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: Yes.
Saved e-mails: Yes. I get emails everyday.
Wished you were someone else: Yes.
Wished you were a member of the opposite sex: No.
Fallen for your best friend?: Yes.
Been rejected: Yes.
Been cheated on? Yes.
Done something you regret? No.
First Thing That Comes to Mind
Red: Roses.
Blue: Skies.
Autumn: Pretty leaves.
Cow: Person. Umm Cow person.
Greenland: Greenland is covered in ice, and Iceland is very nice.
What Is
Your good luck charm: Do not believe in luck.
Best song you ever heard: Brand New - The No Seatbelt Song.
Stupidest thing you have ever done: Fell on barbed wire.
What's your room like: Unique.
Describe your crush: Shes mine and perfect.
Your most prized possession: My mind.
What is beside you: Picture frames. Alarm clock. Buzz Light Year.
Last thing you ate: Turkey sandwich.
Fav song: Brand New - The No Seat Belt Song.
What kind of shampoo do you use: Dove.
Best thing that has happened to you this year: Sarah.
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: Not many bad things have happened.
Have You Ever Had
Chicken pox: Yes.
Sore Throat: Yes.
Cold: Yes.
Stiches: Yes.
Bloody nose: No.
Surgery: No.
Would You
Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000: No.
Go to a Hanson concert if you had a free ticket: Yes I most certainly would.
Kill someone you didn’t know for 15 billion dollars: Umm thats tempting. But no.
If you were stuck on an island, what person would you want with you: Sarah. and my nephew Zachary.
If you loved someone and you were keeping something from them and it would hurt them if they found out, would you tell them: Yes.
Do You/Are You
Do you like filling these out: Sometimes.
Do you wear contacts or glasses: Glasses.
Do you like yourself: Yes.
Do you get along with your family: Yes I do.
Do you do drugs: No.
Have piercings below the waist? No.
Habla espanol?: No.
Stolen anything over $50: No.
Obsessive?: Yes, at times.
Compulsive? Yes, at times.
Anorexic? No.
Depressed? No.
Suicidal? Those times are over.
Final Questions
What are you listening to right now: Abbott Hayes - We Don't Need a Bigger Boat
What makes you happy: Sarah. Family.
What do you like to do: Things that are fun.
What did you do two days ago: Practiced zila songs.
Yesterday: Practiced songs again.
Career: Not sure yet.
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| Wow its another regular day |
[20 Apr 2005|02:10pm] |
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I've been busy lately, havent felt the need to vent either. things have been amazing in my life. school is almost done. im anxiously awaiting the end of classes. im excited to go see my wonderful girlfriend next weekend and then the following weekend spend the day with my friends long since forgotten and fire when ready. and not to mention get to see down to earth approach play. they remind me of brandtson mixed with the get up kids. well im in a good mood except for all of these people shouting happy holidays because its 4/20, grow up already.
- bruce
p.s everyone go pick up the new treos album in stores next week.
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| quizzes |
[05 Apr 2005|12:43am] |
Your Girl Parts Are Named: Twat Waffle
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Your Penis Name is: The Bald Avenger
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It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Sinking the Titanic
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It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Filling the Creme Doughnut
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To pick up Bruce E. Lindsey: Baicarumba...are those real?
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Your Boobies' Names Are: Twin Peaks
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Your Boobies' Names Are: Milk Shakes
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Your Star Wars Masturbation Method Is:
Polishing Vader's Helmet
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Your Porn Star Name is: Hairy Manilow
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Your Drag Queen Name is: Kristy Kreme
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Your Stripper Name is: Mystique
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| It's been quite awhile. |
[03 Apr 2005|12:00pm] |
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armor for sleep - walking alone at night. |
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I haven't updated in awhile because I haven't had to vent at all. This past week has been perfect in every aspect. I'm waiting now for sarah to stop by on her way back to school. It's depressing. i'm going to miss her so much. we've been talking a lot about the apartment situation, we have pretty much everything now after talking to my parents and hers. i'm having mixed feelings about school now, knowing it's the last four weeks there. i've made very select few friends but they're amazing friends, i've always thought a few close friends is better than a lot of friends who aren't that close. i'll miss hanging out with more people than i thought. but i'm going to love being back home. this week has felt great to sleep in my own bed, and have my own stuff all around. i'm going to just make this the best time that i can. this is the last time i have to spend away from sarah also, so that is a positive. i'll never get sick of that girl. i love her so much. she's the most wonderful person i have ever met. i'm so lucky to know she feels the same as i do. enough of the sappy stuff. i'm most excited about shopping for little things to go in the apartment, we went to the mall yesterday and just looked at all of these cool looking things. we both have amazing taste ;), i mean, afterall, she did pick me. :) . while we were there, we got her wipers fixed and i got this sweet tie. i have no reason to wear it but im going to today. it's hot. so next weekend is the show, everybody should get their tickets if they already haven't. sarah and jess and my brother are coming up for it and staying on saturday night at my dorm room. hmm i need to pack soon. mostly just clothes and a small tv. i brought everything big home. i dont even have a guitar to bring back. i'm going to be deprived. i need to shower soon too, then go grocery shopping one last time for school and then head back. it's so depressing blah. maybe i'll bring back my acoustic since it will keep me occupied. urgh i'm not looking forward to going back. it's sort of hit me because i know sarah is leaving in a few. i hate being apart. well im done ranting. time to make a grocery list. byeee.
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| Sweet Forever. |
[20 Mar 2005|07:24pm] |
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i woke up freezing this morning. i got up and called sarah. we talked for a little while. i then left to my sisters to visit my aunt and uncle who i hadn't seen in 6 years. i hated that experience, especially when they asked me what i was doing with my life. like they actually fucking care. you know what. fuck you. same goes to all of the people who are two faced in life. why don't you just die already. i hate my whole family on my dads side, none of them ever have kept in touch since my dad died 15 years ago. i hate how i still remotely consider them family, only because they're blood related. in my mind they're all dead to me. even my grandfather is a dick but for some reason lately i've just wanted to visit him and see if i still hate him. things change right? maybe i hope for too much and am often let down in life. i remember as a kid id go over and stay for a week at a time and not want to leave. but when you grow up you often learn things about your family history. i hate him for some things but i cant just not remember the good times i had. oh well. i have felt so depressed lately. it was really nice being home for the weekend. the first night i didnt really enjoy it but waking up in the morning and not being able to eat real food for breakfast and not be quiet so i dont wake people up. it was nice just lounging around on a couch. i love being around my mom and kevin. i got to see my nephews today too, so that was a plus. then to have all of those good experiences and then come back here. its just a total downer and it depresses me. i can't wait until i am done here. i'm also a little more down than usual because it's been 3 weeks since i've last saw sarah and it sucks so much.its going to be so nice to move back home for a little bit then to my own place where i can just do things as i please. well i'm done ranting.
- bruce
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| happy st patricks day |
[17 Mar 2005|10:28am] |
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i just saw brandon. he was wearing a kilt. hes blaring loud irish music. other than that i just got done moving my room around. im tired. i got up when kim did. im so sleepy, i have a test in business today, a quiz in physics and a physics lab due. this sucks. anyway ill skip english. thats enough for now. im tired.
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| Who Knows. |
[13 Mar 2005|01:37pm] |
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i'm bored. i'm waiting for my laundry to get done washing so i can throw it in the dryer. i'm listening to alexisonfire at the moment. not really sure why. i haven't in a long time. i need to pick up some stuff in my room. today i am just going to relax. i feel really depressed right now. i feel as if i am just one big mistake. i cant wait to go home for a week. i miss being home. i miss being around sarah. im sick of this school for the most part. lately ive been hanging out with my new friends toni, trevor, alisha and michelle. it's been really fun. a breath of fresh air. i've been playing dance dance revolution a lot. me and chris are fools with that game but we're getting better. oh crap time to change laundry. byeeeee
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| Understand this. Understand me. |
[11 Mar 2005|06:21pm] |
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I haven't updated in a little while. Figure I'll do that as of now. Greg, Kim and Chris are gone to dinner. I ended up moving back into gregs room over differences between me and kevin. I was hoping things wouldn't be weird, but they are. Oh well nothing I can do. He knew stealing was wrong, so he should have to face those consequences. He had to nerve to tell me it's my fault if he gets kicked out, wrong. It's your fault. He told me I should have just told the guy that I just randomly found the books, wrong again. i would be getting accused of stealing the books which i never did. so anyway i found some new people to hang out with. it's been fun the past few nights. well there is rey, toni, and alisha. they're all fun people to hang out with. we made rey a zilla last night. we've been playing board games. tonight we're going over to alishas to play bullshit. i haven't played that game in so long. there is going to be like 10 people there. i really miss sarah. it's been hard being away for so long. two more weeks and i get to see her beautiful face again. All of my grades as of this point are doing good. I have an A, B+, B+, and a D. That D should be at least a C today. I know I did good on that test. It's been weird not hanging out with kevin and matt, but matt has been busy lately with liz so I understand that and well Kevin and I aren't friends. he made that decision, not I. I tried to not be a dick about things. All i did was answer questions the police asked. So anyway, we wrote some sick zilla songs last night. they're totally amazing. go check them out. www.purevolume.com/thezillas . we're totally sweet. ok so greg and kim and chris just got back. i heard matt was smoking. i really hate how people change to fit their girlfriend or boyfriend. but it's his choice, and not mine. Well I will update more. I miss you sarah.
- bruce
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| so intoxicating. |
[06 Mar 2005|04:03pm] |
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today has been a good day. me and sarah talked until 3 in the morning. the phone died then. i woke up at noon. went to brunch at 12:30. me, kim, greg and chris went to rite-aid to pick up his film. the pictures werent that good but i have a picture of chris now on my desk. chris zil just came up to get the lyrics. he has to sing them to jess. kevin still isnt back. im just going to tell him the truth. so after getting back from rite aid me and chris made two new zilla songs. they turned out decent. anyway i dyed my hair last night, it turned out good. i guess it still has some hints of red. maybe i didnt wait long enough.
im out.
- bruce
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| I'm horrible. |
[05 Mar 2005|06:56pm] |
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well the deed has been done. i hope things will be ok between everyone. if not, thats their own problem. i hate people sometimes, the way they can be so selfish and inconsiderate to others. but they will sit their and bitch about little problems in life. well you know what, fuck you. well today has been interesting, we went to massena for taco bell. recorded some new songs last night. they came out super sweet. head on over to www.purevolume.com/thezillas . we all went to walmart and big lots and the dollar store also. it made for a fun saturday, it beats staying in canton. well im out. bye. mmm i love and miss you sarah.
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| this should work. |
[03 Mar 2005|09:51pm] |
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Tracey, i think you're just stupid.
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| If I Could Be Anything. Id Be Medication For You. |
[27 Feb 2005|02:25pm] |
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So I just updated a whole entry and somehow it got deleted. Gay. Well i'm getting ready to head back to school. i really don't feel like going back. this past week has been so amazing. video games, movies, board games, and poker mmm yeah. it was good poker too. me and sarah hung out everyday this past week. i didn't even come close to getting sick of her like i am with most people, the only other people i never got sick of while hanging out with them all of the time are chad, and my old band. those guys i still consider to be best friends even though they might not feel the same way about me. i miss having a band. those guys taught me so much about everything. So i'm not going to see sarah for awhile. it sucks but things in life arent always easy. we'll make the best of it. school is going to be over real soon, so thats a plus in my book. last night we watched the forgotten, and both fell asleep during matchstick men, we woke up at quarter to 3 and i left. i miss her a lot right now, i already called her and left her a message. so i have to do some cleaning as soon as i get back to school, the room is a mess from when i moved it around. i hope kevin isnt mad. well i have to head out to walmart soon and get a rug, maybe also get a trim on my hair before i go, if not i can wait a month or two. its getting really long. maybe do some shopping for food also. well im out. bye.
- bruce.
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